4/30/13

More... what the fuck?

 I don't give a fuck. Not anymore, I just don't care.

 There is always one thing that snaps the back of the camel. This was mine.

 If for some strange reason you haven't noticed yet, Faeit 212 is down and I am really pissed off. I'm so fucking mad about this shit that I almost soiled myself in my rage. After I almost threw my computer out of my window and assaulted my neighbour, of course.
 Apparently you, who have red my blog noticed my text, "More money GW?" where I speak for the company, because I like their stuff and blaabalaa. Not anymore, now, I'm pissed off, and I hate them.

 I've tried to like them. You know, I love the background story, as you have propably noticed. I just love to write stories and GW has granted me tights to write a story about a world that is... ready for a stories. It is complete world, all I need to do is write, whatever I want. I just have to love it, can't fight against it.

 I'm not blind, you know. I know that GW has been a bit (yeah, a "bit") harsh for his customers and against other authors and companies and whatever, its mean bitch. I don't like it. It is wrong, I can't love the stories and the background anymore. I know what it brings if I do. More misery. More unfullfilled dreams and stuff about the universe and... I don't know.

 I just decided, that I won't buy Games-Workshop's models, books, paints and other stuff anymore. I'm done for it, they have lost a customer. Me. Done.
 I can forgive though. I can forgive, if I start to hear that the "finecast", switches to plastic or metal, if Faeit 212 resurrects and if the prices would just stay where they are for couple of years.

 I know, nobody gives a fuck what I'm to talk about here. I know, nobody gives a fuck. GW has so many customers that if one hundred thousand quits the game they wont even notice. True, I know that. The thing just is that everything starts from something, and I want to believe as a human, that I become now, herefore, an example, a choice, that you all can make. Not that I would encourage you to stop your hobby.
 I'm just saying that, as you have noticed, it matters little, very little,  GW what you; hobbyist, think about the company if you don't do a thing for it. Its just how the cookie crumbles nowadays.

 Stop whining and do something about it!



PS: I'm not saying I'm done with the blog. I'll write the story to the end that it deserves and maybe I'll start a new game. I've always been interested in Warmachine/Hordes... maybe Infinity?

4/19/13

Necrons of Neferth dynasty, part 1

 I just bought a kickstarter of used miniatures and now I have an army. It feels good, you know, having an army. I've been collecting miniatures for... I don't know... ten years maybe, and I have never had a complete army with what I could actually play.
 It seems to be a quite problem out there.

 Well, nevertheless, I now have something like 50-60 warriors plus 12 immortals plus 5 lychguard and two monoliths. I also managed to acquire 8 complete destroyers! They just look so awesome. Oh yeah, and a c'tan Nightbringer model, which apparently is the only monstorous creature standing on 40mm base. Strange, isn't it?

 I wanted to have a bit different colour scheme for my necrons than the usual green. I don't actually like green as a paint. I just don't like painting green. So I chose the fancy bone colour with what I like to paint every single miniature I'll get my hands on. Second colour was hard choice but after long painful drinking... I mean thinking, of course... I ended up with purple. Only problem here is that every single time I look my painted models the Dark Elves just pop into my head. Purple... c'moon what a choice...

 Here please take a look and judge yourself. I only took these two pics in a rush as I'd like to take pics of full squads rather than couple guys.

 With necrons I hate their lack of details. I just don't care to bother painting them well as there isn't actually anything to be painted in a first place! And there is quite amount of those warriors... so I'm not actually eager in any way.

I havent actually made the list yet, but I'm going to play these in an "old-school" style. Some big warriors blobs accompanied with immortals and monoliths. I'm probably using lychguard models as Necron lords with resurrection orb and putting them in these warrior blobs. Two 4+ saves tend to work quite well.

4/15/13

Making the face: Lady-inquisitor Ceridwen Lothringen

 After making Naomi and Tearlach, I wanted to draw some other characters too. Mainly because I'm eager to learn to draw human faces. I find it amusing.
 Strange perversion.
 Nevertheless! I drew lady-inquisitor Ceridwen Lothringen as she has a small role in the story (or maybe a bit bigger, we'll see). I wanted to try a bit heavier shadowing on her face which made her look a bit... nauseous? I don't know, I don't really like this one but decided to post it on here anyway.



 I like Ceridwen for couple reasons. First of all, she is the true inquisitor of what I babbled about in About inquisitors blogtext. She is my Eisenhorn, stern and uncompromising. At least that is what she seems to be... we'll see about that too.
 Yes, I have some plans for Ceridwen too. Mainly because Tearlach curses her so much, I wanted to take her as part of the story.

 If I find some inspiration from somewhere... probably from the bar... I guess, that seems to be really inspirating place, I'm going to make Phillip Ancalya too. And of course Cornelius von Gündrad. I've always wanted to draw rogue trader but found out that my skills just aren't yet for that. Now, I think I could give him a chance.

4/8/13

28 +Ordo Sicarius+ - Rosenstein






XXVIII
+Ordo Sicarius+

Note:             This chapter is written from the perspective of Phillip Ancalya.


 Tearlach sat on a chair in the corner of my office. His mind was drifting, he was becoming dangerous. A man so weak couldn’t control his powers much longer.
 He watched the flames that danced in the fireplace next to him and sometimes added motions or characters in the flame. His eyes were glassed and tired.
 My office was located on An Romos Prime. In the Inquisitorial palace of An Romos. I had some paperworks to be done and Tearlach had been helping me as he can. Not much though, he didn’t really have talents for that kind of things. Bureaucracy had never been his best parts.
 Suddenly my door was knocked.
 The door made of reddish brown wood yielded a gentle voice of knuckles into my office which made me and Tearlach to turn our heads to the door. For a moment only crackling of dancing flames could be heard.
 Tearlach turned his head to me.
 “Shall I open it?”
 “Yes... please do”, I answered and sat down on my wooden armchair behind my bulky table that was covered with papers and data-slates of variant cases and events.
 Tearlach opened the door and bowed to the man who walked in the room. Dim evening light coloured the man’s grooved face with sick yellow. He was wearing a loose, humble brown robes and inquisitorial rosette hung from his neck.
 He walked as old men walk; with careful steps like any step could break an ice below him. Though there was something different in this man. He walked with an arrogance of an old inquisitor, with strange and subtle grace. Like a guard veteran when given a new gun; doubtfully but still with skill.
 He stopped in front of my desk and bowed almost too humbly as I rose up and nodded my head.
 “My lord inquisitor, I hail from the Ordo Sicarius”, he said silently and made a small gesture with his eyes towards Tearlach who stood behind him.
 “Tearlach, leave us”, I commanded.
 Couple seconds me and the robed man just stood silently like statues, and waited Tearlach to close the door behind him. After a gentle clack sound of the closing lock I waited for couple seconds and then signed this robed man to sit on a chair.
 I sat on mine.
 “Can I offer anything for the Sicarius?” I asked.
 The man shook his head.
  “I have been sent by my superiors to discuss with you about the matter of a certain rogue trader”, he said.
 “Undrad Ylysses?”
 “You contacted us with this matter about a year ago”, the man said and took a data-slate inside his robes and read the facts. “An assassin of Callidus temple was sent after an individual who played his part as an Imperial rogue trader Undrad Ylysses. By a request of lord inquisitor Phillip Ancalya of Ordo Hereticus assassin was instructed to proceed with certain caution and deliver the ultimate fate for this…” he raised his eyes from the data-slate and looked me deep into my eyes. “…imposter.”
 He folded the data-slate and put it back inside his robes.
 “1.001.556M41 we were confirmed that this particular Callidus assassin was either missing or dead.”
 “Dead?”
 Robed man switched his position on his chair.
 “Yes. We are positive that this assassin is not missing but dead, and when the last voice records were caught by our… office, we became pretty sure that this rogue trader…”
 “…killed her?” I finished his sentence.
 He reached inside his robes again and took a small device in a shape of a gun’s grip. It had speaker on its side.
 “You can judge yourself”, he said and clicked the device on.

 It started with static crackle before the speech started to flow from the speaker.
 “Listen mafia-girl, I’m going to pay you with real money if you’ll do this”, a threatening voice of an older man said.
 “Okay, okay! I’ll do it. How much?” answered a gentle voice of a younger woman.
 “Enough, I’ll promise you”, the man said again.
 “So I just have to bump into him and lure him to the abandoned cigar club? Right?” woman asked again from the man.
 “Can you do that?” the man asked.
 “Oh, I’m irresistible, don’t you worry about anything but my salary”, the woman said after what the record was stopped by robed man.

 “Our assassin have an inbuilt recording system so we can monitorise their acts better and in case of failure… scrutinise their last acts again”, robed man said.
 “What was that record about?” I asked. It didn’t really give anything for me.
 “Our assassin had contacted the local mafia, in a disguise of an older man, to make this job for her but they refused when it came up to the fact that the target was a rogue trader”, robed man answered. “After that she looked for a willing member of this mafia and bumped up into a girl, or woman, called Naomi Hadranoh.”
 “And what was this Naomi’s quest?”
 “To lure a rogue trader Undrad Ylysses to our assassin’s grip.”
 “It failed?”
 “Apparently not. After all, couple days later we got these records”, the man said and clicked the device on again.

 “How may I serve you?” the man-disguised assassin’s voice asked.
 “I need a room for a night…” a man’s voice answered. Young man, very familiar voice.
 “For yourself or for you two?” assassin asked.
 A small break after what the younger man answered: “For two, please.”
 Trough the record you could hear that the assassin sighted heavily. “This, is a hotel fit for the Emperor, praised be His name, himself”, a small break. “You do have money to pay it?”
 “Oh… just a second”, younger man answered after what there was small pause between the conversationalists. “Can I pay with this?”
 “Well… I guess it is… arrangable”, the assassin said and after couple clicks on the computer keyboard he continued. “Oh yes sire… we do have one room for two… and what might be fine gentleman’s name?”
 “Undrad Ylysses, rogue trader of Gündrad Dynasty”, younger man answered.
 “Why an inquisitor would like to play rogue trader’s part? Makes wonder, are you inquisitor-trader or rogue-inquisitor?” the assassin asked.

 The robed man ended the record and let me have a think before he started: “We have concluded that this so-called rogue trader, Undrad, showed an inquisitorial rosette during this conversation which made our assassin to hesitate her quest.”
 “Why would a rogue trader have a rosette?” I asked.
 “What makes you so sure he is a rogue trader and not an inquisitor in a first place?”
 “Because I saw his Warrant of Trade when he was on Magnus Victor.”
 “And we are pretty sure that our assassin saw his rosette during this last record.”
 “That is ridiculous, no one has both of those!” I snorted. Absurd it was.
 “Truth is that no one should have them both”, robed man said. “But lets hear this last record too.”

 The record started in the middle of the conversation and I could recognize the assassin’s voice talking.
 “Well why, I’m working here of course. Silly you.”
 There were strange sounds that could probably be a steps on a wooden floor and a brief silence. It was broken by a question from a man that I concluded to be the same inquisitor-rogue trader as in previous record.
 “Why are you dressed up like a man?”
 Recording machine suddenly let a high voice that ended in crash. There were two steps and then a scared voice of inquisitor-rogue trader.
 “What in the name of Throne are you?” and the assassin answered. “I’m your doom.”
 After that there were couple crashes and apparently shots being shot and then the record ended.

 The robed man put the recording system back inside his robes.
 “What did happen in the last record?” I asked which made the man on the other side of the desk sigh heavily.
 “We do not know. Assassin’s environmental recording system got destroyed, that is sure.”
 “Where is it located?”
 “In their inner ear”, robed man said. “And if it gets destroyed… well…”
 “I see”, I answered and let the silence fall on us.
 The robed man switched his position in his chair again.
 “The environmental recording system records not only voice but also other traits from assassin’s surroundings”, he said.
 “Such as?”
 “Such as radioactivity, luminosity and… well, it records psionic activity set in the assassin’s surroundings.”
 “There was some?”
 “There was…” he paused and licked his lips. “Let me get this straight, my lord inquisitor, if I may.”
 “Please”, I answered.
 “We, in Office of Assassins, do not work as you other people in Imperium. We have our own… agendas.”
 “I understand.”
 “So I won’t tell you all the details now…”
 “Only acceptable”, I answered as a seasoned inquisitor should answer to a representative of Officio Assassinorum.
 “We registered such a massive psionic activity in couple brief moments during this record that…” he shook his head. “It was almost demonic.”
 “Demonic?”
 “Yes well… this system cannot actually record psionic activity but it reacts to the changes of the fabric between our universe and the warp. And these changes were so powerful that I have never in my career turned up against something like this. Those numbers… they were demonic.
 “Therefore I decided to contact my colleagues who are more specialised to psykers. They red the records and…” he took a paper from inside his coat and gave it to me.
 I red it out loud.
 “Herefore I, the Grand Master of the Officio Assassinorum, have signed the death warrant of rogue psyker Undrad Ylysses by dispatching not one but two elite assassins of Culexus temple.
 Let no one lend a helping hand for this traitor among the ranks of humanity, ease his pain or save him from suffering. Everyone who have any contact with this man have caused themselves a penalty of death through the cleansing flames of our most holy creed.
 I also declare this man, what ever his real name or identity might be, as the enemy of mankind who walks in the light of our saviour God. Herefore this rogue psyker is classified as excommunicate traitoris and extremis diabolus and he is stripped of all rights of being human any more.”

4/6/13

Rosenstein: The end times!

 I've finally decided what to do with the story.
 I'm actually going to end it.
 In about 4-5 chapters.
 So about 20 to 150 pages left.

 Wait for it!
 I'll work with it when I'm sober.

4/1/13

27 +Tearlach of Rosenstein city+ - Rosenstein




XXVI
+Tearlach of Rosenstein city+

Note:             This chapter is written from the perspective of Naomi Hadranoh.



 The new receptionist, a small girl maybe 25 years old with curled yellow hair and long pointy nose, didn’t know a thing. She was pathetic.
 “Where is that older male receptionist? Fergus… something, I don’t know, I need him”, I shouted to the receptionist who just shook her head.
 “I don’t know! I don’t, no one does, he has just disappeared. He should have started his shift three hours ago. Okay. I don’t know”, the girl receptionist explained.
 Truth was, nonetheless, when you work in mafia, you find out that no one, ever, never gets missing. Eventually people are found.
 And Fergus is in debt to me.
 Without me he would never have caught that off-worlder. Tearlach Rosenstein, that must be a joke. I have never met a person with that name because people don’t have that name, it is such a bad bedtime story for children that no parent ever wants to name their children as Tearlach. And there isn’t a single family on the planet that has Rosenstein as their surname.
 What a joke.
 I turned on my heels and faced a man with venomously mean look on his face.
 “You are coming with me”, he said and threw his room keyes to the receptionist. With tight grip of my arm he started to drag me behind him.
 Tearlach?
 Joke-man returned?
 “If you drag me out of this building I’m going to scream and you’ll be sure to have cops behind you!” I hissed to the silent, grim-faced man. Tearlach turned to me and pulled me so close to him I could smell the menthol of the toothpaste he had used and gentle manly odour of his cologne. I could also feel the barrel of his gun pressed to my belly.
 “And if you dare to scream I’ll blow your head off and you’ll be sure I won’t be here to wait the cops”, he whispered in my ear pressing his lips right next to my ear and making my skin go goosebumbs.

 This Tearlach, if it was his real name in a first place, demanded me to show to him a way to a car renting service. He rented a medium size off-road car with inbuild trailer and demanded a map of the area.
 “Can you drive a car”, he asked of me. I tried to play ignorant but he pressed his pistol against my forehead and asked again.
 “Can you drive a car?”
 “Yes. I’m…” I started but he interrupted me.
 “I don’t care. You drive”, he said and threw the keyes to me and walked around the car to the right side of the off-road and stepped in.
 He pulled the safety belt around him and locked it.
 I saw my chance.
 I threw the keys away and started to run out of the carage where the off-road was parked for us.
 I got the first step. Great leap over some scrap metal pipes and toolbox gave me speed to start running to the carage door.
 But on my third step I felt a curious feeling on the bottom of my belly. Gently, my running stopped and I merely floated towards to the ground. My legs were so slow that they looked like taken out of some game with ‘bullet time’. I raised my hands in front of my face to prevent the eventual collision with a floor. Instead, I started to hover backwards, towards the car. The situation was so stunningly absurd and confusing I cannot really even describe it well. I felt a strong presence of another being and like I was lifted with extreme care, slowly and jealously carefully in the car and then seated down in front of the wheel.
 I looked to Tearlach.
 In the Black Coven, mafia’s hideout, we had had some rogue psykers. From time to time they appear even on planets like Velgram’s world. There I had seen a telekines psyker. It was then quite funny. Amazing I would say. We threw stuff at him until he was too tired to block anything and then strapped him with anti-psyker bounds and sold him.
 Now this wasn’t even a bit as funny as it had been then.
 I looked to Tearlach who just had clicked the safety belt around me.
 “What are you?” I asked. My voice was frail, it shivered like a leaf in the wind. I had to swallow to get something out of my mouth in the first place.
 Tearlach looked to me. His eyes were deep green. I hadn’t even noticed how green they were when I had met him last time. They were like an ancient forest after rain. The colour faded into deep, dark green and then brightened up to an overhelming turquoise or cyan all around his eyes, even when he didn’t move a bit. They were like a stars in the night sky. In the very greeny sky.
 “I’m Tearlach Rosenstein, I believe that that is enough information for you for now”, he answered. Rudely.
 A second later the keys hovered on my hand and the open door slammed shut.
 “Drive, if you may”, Tearlach said and pressed his head to the neckrest in his seat.
 I pushed the keys in and turned the car on, pressed the pedal and drove out of the carage.
 “Where are we going?” I asked and glanced Tearlach who opened his eyes and turned to me.
 “To the Rosenstein city, if you may.”

 So I drove.
 After two hours on an old asfalt road leading to abandoned city we stopped to take a leak.
 Apparently to remind me that I was a hostage, or something like that, Tearlach had left his laspistol on the car’s dashboard. Just like that. He had slept all the way down here and the pistol had just been on the dashboard. Like he was testing me. I could just reach it and blow the shit out of him.
 But it scared me. I was afraid of him. What kind of guy carries a laspistol with him all the time? And who the fuck even has a guard-issue laspistol with a caliber as wide as my wrist?
 Decluding the laspistol and the fact he was a psyker, there was actually nothing prominent about him. He was neither tall nor short. Slim-build, thin actually, with drowsy eyes and messy hair. His clothes were new, I could see it from the colour, but already trashed and ripped from the lapels. He wore no eyeglasses, no bionics, at least none to be seen, no charms or amulets or medallions, no jewelry at all. Only things that caught my eye were a bone flute that he held in his hands all the time and a data-slate that carried, I saw, mark of the Inquisition. I recognized the insignia as he streched his hands and it was revealed underneath his sleeves. It was custom made, propably manufactured in Helíca or An Romos systems judging by the overall shape and the size of the memorycard that was pludged in from the rear.
 I gulped heavily.
 “Are you from the Inquisition?” I asked when we jumped back in the car. As Tearlach rose on his seat I saw that he limped his left leg and was, propably instictively, careful about it.
 “Was”, he answered bluntly.
 I turned the car on and started to drive again.
 “I thought that a job in Inquisition lasts your lifetime”, I continued. The silence was making me crazy and a bit small-talk wouldn’t harm anyone. Maybe I’ll get some information out of him in the process.
 “You can talk but don’t expect that I would answer”, he answered. Why was he so damn stubborn?
 “Where are you from?” I asked.
 “I told you, from Lothringen Primus”, he answered but I knew he lied. We had had contact in Lothringen Primus and they spoke way differently. This Tearlach’s speech didn’t actually sound like he had lived on any planet at all. It was like his own dialect.
 “You aren’t speaking the truth”, I said which made him turn his head to me. I could see from the corner of my eye that he was judging me with his eyes. I also, strangely, had a feeling similar to a sudden headache that faded away as soon as it had occurred.
 “True. I’m from here”, he said.
 I was sure he wasn’t from the Velgram’s world. He didn’t have any sign of correct dialect or way of speech. He spoke like he had lived with nobles or… or maybe with church. Inquisition perhaps?
 “No, you are not, you speak so differently.”
 He bursted in laugh.
 “I was born on Velgram’s world, that doesn’t mean I had lived my life here. I had lived on Helíca-2, An Romos IV and visited almost every planet in Iox sector. It might be I don’t speak like Velgram’s worlders, but I was born here”, he laughed. “If you think you can out think me, go ahead, try me!”
What a mocking bastard. I’d shove that laspistol up in his arse when I get the chance.
 “From where have you bought that gun?” I asked and pointed the laspistol that trembled on the dashboard as I drove on a weathered and broken road.
 “What you know about that gun?” he asked.
 “You can’t answer with an answer!”
 “Just answer my question and I’ll answer yours”, he said and looked to me and started to unassemble the gun.
 I checked the parts of unassembled gun before answering.
 “I think that is custom made.”
 “Safe answer, and correct, but only thing here what is custom made, is the grip and apparently the muzzle have been changed”, he answered and raised his right eyebrow. “Anything else?”
 “I think it is old, at least couple hundred years old, most likely guard-issue weapon given to some specialist trooper…”
 “Storm trooper perhaps?” he asked.
 “Yes, maybe even a storm trooper but I highly doubt that that was given to some veteran or guerilla fighter.”
 Tearlach looked the parts thoughtfully.
 “Yes… you might be right”, he said.
 “You don’t know the gun’s origins yourself?”
 Tearlach gave me spiteful smile.
 “Hell no! I got it from Munoxyaa, who had achieved it by capturing some guard squad”, he looked me smiling and watched the gun’s grip he held in his hand. “But now you said it, you might be right, it seems like a handgun given to the patrol’s of Planet of Phantoms. Sometimes, not usually, but sometimes yes… don’t know the model’s name though.”
 He assembled the gun back and left it on the dashboard again. He even pushed the magazine in and loaded it.
 Why did he know someone who had captured a guard squad? Munoxyaa… there was a strange name. Before I asked he answered me.
 “I’ll explain the Munoxyaa case later, don’t worry about that.”
 And then there was silence again.

 We drove six hours in total. It had already became dark when the broken road led us in the city.
 Rosenstein city’s first buildings were collapsed and in ruins. You could see that they were burned in some point of their history but not much was left of any building. Only some high buttresses were standing still and quiet against the darkening sky.
 Rosenstein city was built in a narrow valley that limited the city’s size to something between one and three kilometres wide. Though the long valley was built from the northern end to the southern so it was almost ten kilometres long in total. It had been a big city once. You could see all the broken and burned glass here and there on pavements, walkways and roads. Collapsed buildings had left the overwalks hanging on top of their pillars lonely and unconnected. There were bronze statues of angels and apparently some Imperial saints but their faces had been torn off or faded by rain and wind that had wildly raged here for forty years.
 After the incident none had came here.
 Okay, that wasn’t really true. I had visited this city once when me and some other mafia’s bountyhunters tracked one snitch here. But we didn’t sleep here or make any kind of camp. We just came here, grabbed the snitch and went back home. Some money owing lowlifes are known to inhabitate this forsaken city. Otherwise this was like some kind of Forbidden City. No one came here voluntarily.
 Except Tearlach, apparently.
 He pointed me to drive next to a cathedral that still stood in the middle of the city. Half of its roof had collapsed. Propably during the incident as it otherwise looked to be in fairly good shape.
 I turned the car off after I had parked it in the corner of that cathedral and turned to Tearlach.
 “What in the name of Throne are we doing in this god-forsaken city?”
 He rubbed his stubble.
 “Hide, for a while at least.”
 “For how long exactly?”
 “It depends on you… and propably on me too… For some time. I don’t really know better now”, he answered and unfastened his seatbelt. “What I do know is that we need to make a doll now.”
 “A doll?”
 “Well… yes, not right away, it can wait… now I think we should sleep”, he said and opened his hand in front of him. The car keys plunged themselves out of the ignition and flowed on his open palm. As they lied on his palm the key itself bend until it was absolutely no use at all. Then he closed his hand and put the keys inside of his coat.
 “I’ll straighten these when I’m ready to go back so if you feel like walking, be my guest”, he said and gave one malicious smile to me.
 “Fuck you! Who the fuck you think you are?” I shouted to him. I was so angry. How could this… Tearlach just come and kidnap me? Just like that!
 But he gazed me and asked me a question.
 “You remember that story you told about Rosenstein city back in front of the Velgram D’Ark’s statue?”
 I nodded, too angry to say anything.
 “I am that little boy who was found in the ruins of Rosenstein city. I am Tearlach of Rosenstein city”, and then, he laughed.
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